i hope that you die

Let's take a picture before you leave again
Was nice to see ya cause you're my only friend

I'll pilot the plane until it crashes
A heart made of wood, I hope it catches
Fire for the flame, get the matches.
Think outside the box, l was living in a casket
You were always testing me and now I'm absent
Hanging from the rope until it fastens
Smoking weed in my car skipping classes.
I was always telling jokes and you were laughing

You told me some secrets that you ain't never told
You made a promise that you could never hold
I hold it together until I lose control
I tell you I love but you don't seem to care
Never did, who am I? Was I even there?
Did you ever feel the same, were we ever clear?
I'm still standing at the pier drowning from my eyes
I'm still watering the ocean hoping that it dries

Let's take a picture before you leave again
Was nice to see ya cause you're my only friend

I know I'm just a fuck up to you
I know that anyone's better, but not better for you
You wear an oversized hoodie, but can't hide the truth
I know you sleep with your demons cause I slept with them too
I wish you nothing but the best, but I hope that you die
Ain't nothing good about you, this a fucking goodbye
This knife talking to my windpipe, do I live or do I die when the clock strikes midnight.

I told you when I die, I won't remember you
Why you look within the mirror for the inner you?
Makeup on your face that you hate, but you buy it just to cope with the feelings that you make
It's hard to be perfect when you just make mistakes
It's hard to feel love when you'll just get replaced
I used to lift up your name like I was saying grace
Ain't no room for the devil inside of heavens gates

Let's take a picture before you leave again
Was nice to see ya cause you're my only friend