Me, Forever

I could've lost my will
I could've lost ambition
In the face of all that's happened, all the opposition
Hostile tensions, and hypocrisies that cost me friendships
All the odds that ain't been processed since yet

Don't get me wrong, I am not quite fixed yet
I'm moving on, but I am not forgetting
I'm entertaining a new proposition that involves me living
And evolving past the toxic prism of constantly seeking y'all attention

I'ma stop pretending like I can't exist outside
Your eyes, exist outside my pride
If the bridges burn down, I will survive
And I'll thrive

But when I don't, I won't morph into your shape
Resorting to hyperbolizing porcelain mistakes
Awakening my heart and only sourcing it for hate
That constitutes a great majority of forces in my way
One step forward, two steps back
One big leap, and I could curb this trap
I walk a fine wire in this circus act
And I'm tired of cursing those pulling the curtains back

I'm setting boundaries between right here and where the mountains peak
It took a thousand years before I heard the mountains speak
They broke down vestiges profoundly deep
I've since discovered nights I felt allowed
To be found sound asleep right by the sea

I'm me, just enough
The toxic jungle is just above
And only I decide when I go up
(It's my choice forever)
Me
(Forever)
Rav