THERE IS NO TRIUMPH IN THIS STORM.

I tried to die
I tried to take my life
I tried

Aye, her words make my limbs slay
Repeat my mistakes, I pretend like it's okay
She only wants me when she provokes me, I know the shits fake
I don't know what I am but a monster I ain't
She wishes on my grave, and makes me crave for a better tray
My happiness is stripped away
So this is my way of saying goodbye
I tried to die a million times, and I hate the fact, I survived
Once in the tub, once by the trees hung
And once with a cut
The last one is what cut away her trust
I fucked up it's time to leave in a rush
Where to go? All I know is there's no triumph in this storm
It ain't winter but I found snow on my front door
I tried to see the color I bleed
Blackness of my thoughts had me drowning in my sea
And in my sleep, my head rests on hard concrete
Her angers itching away at my teeth
I said she could go, but she wouldn't leave
Now my burdens what make me blissful
Who would've thought one day I'd make it this through?
I love you baby and that's the truth
But your words shoot through what's bulletproof
She's the one thing I can't lose
And if I do, I'll fall and never come back to
Pardon my attitude, I'm just a fool with his screws loose
And I'm nothing but a man who's being used

You're an angel, I'm in heaven
We met in hell when I was seventeen
Just tell me I'm enough, don't walk away when times are tough
You always talked about doing it
I still wonder what pushed you over the edge
Can't say I miss you
But I often imagine what things would be like with you here
And I'll always wonder where you ended up