Mutations

Enamored by some petty things and I learned
It's not naturally created, knowing that hurts
Praying that my back won't break, my ankles were first
Hoping that I'll make it but it's been the reverse

Lacking inspiration
I can't take a break, need more creations
Going through some changes, maybe mutations
Things that you're not fixing with some conversations

I'm gonna take it back, 'cause it's mine
You don't have to believe me, believe in me, it's fine
I've been so obsessed with my self-innovation
The kind of mine is born once in a generation

I'm gonna take it back, 'cause it's mine
You don't have to believe me, believe in me, it's fine
Disappeared and faced the one inside the mirror
I tried to wipe it off but wasn't seeing clearer

I knew the truth the whole time, wanted you to say I'm right
Always lost in the back of my own mind every time I close my eyes
No way to soothe my aching bones, I've been working my whole life
Nothing stagnant, only want changes, I pray every day and night

I can't breathe, but you're what I need
You've got no empathy
Tell me how to leave this lifetime of greed
You're tryna climb but you're not planting the tree

Enamored by some petty things and I learned
It's not naturally created, knowing that hurts
Praying that my back won't break, my ankles were first
Hoping that I'll make it but it's been the reverse

Lacking inspiration
I can't take a break, need more creations
Going through some changes, maybe mutations
Things that you're not fixing with some conversations