Chaos and Order

I'm doing my very best, climbing up
Excites me to hear it's lonely at the top

My lows get me high
And my highs make me feel so guilty
When I run from myself
At the end of the day I'm still me

Always on border
Of chaos and order
Does it get better
As we're getting older

I thought a trip to France
Would solve all my issues
I'm wiping the same old tears
But with fancier tissues

On my phone 24 7
Scrolling through funny pictures
All alone, TV on
God bless valium mixtures

Always on border
Of chaos and order
Does it get better
As we're getting older

Always on border
Of chaos and order
It's your favourite daughter
Why don't you just hold her

My lows get me high
And my highs make me feel so guilty
I run from myself
At the end of the day
I'm still me

On my phone 24 7
Scrolling through funny pictures
All alone, TV on
God bless valium mixtures

Always on border
Of chaos and order
Does it get better
As we're getting older

I'm avoiding crowds
Avoiding you
Cuz I fuck up so easily
And as you asked
I'm just gonna be good



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