Grandma's Casserole

4 AM is the average time
that I fall asleep and I mean fall
Because I don't go to bed til I feel half dead
or at least dead tired because I'm usually wired
I called you cause you're the one who helps
And it's not your job to help me deal with myself
It could be a good time if you didn't mind
I just need a friend who can help me to mend

You are more than just distraction
You make me feel like I'm still fun
But you're telling them I'm too emotional
To them right now I might just be too dull

You thought I might be needy
But it turns out that you might be just an asshole
You're busy baking shit casserole
I'm just fine I can't stay mad
It's the best damn time that I ever had
I'm just so tired

I've known for a while that it's hard for you
To be in the room if I'm in a mood
But it's no excuse for the shit you spew
That has nothing to do with the part of you
That's tired of feeling empty
And you wanna be filled- I don't fit your bill
So that's the question if I stayed a wreck
Would you have to admit that you love me less

I'm getting sick of even trying
To pretend like everything's still fine
And you never even cared to see
Being in the room is all I'd need

Thought I had a complex
But it turns out that you might be just an asshole
You're busy baking shit casserole
I'm just fine I can't stay mad
It's the best fucking time that I ever had
I'm just so tired