Never Enough

You only love me when I'm up
You fucking hate me when I'm down
Granted, I'm a basket case
But you ain't want to stick around
For nothing
Hold the door right open for me
Call me up when you get lonely
Cause you can't weather the storm
It's like every time you touch me
I can feel it that you love me
When we ain't getting along
We're missing out on something
My addictions run deep
But I ain't ever out here missing you
Hate it but it's real
That's why I struggle with forgiving you
In the moment
Cause it feels like there's no living proof
That's why you never ask me
Silas, what the fuck's got into you
Broken promises
No I don't want you in my head
Got me sending paragraphs
Just to get left on read
Like, what the fuck
Forget the growth and all the effort
I ain't know how to express it
But since I got it together
You been steady getting distant
And it's kind of hard to deal with
I just wish I could exist without experiencing feelings
For real

I just wish I was numb
I'm a junkie for love
Take my breath away but
I was never enough
I don't need this
All I need's a little kush in the blunt
I can't deal with no more bullshit
All I want is to trust you

But I can't and it's hard sometimes
Because I know it's real
I really hate to say it but baby
This shit just how I feel
I love you but I hate you
Some shit we got to deal with
Pardon my behavior
I'm on the brink of a kill switch
This real shit
I'm out here trying to make these millions
But nothing that you said done
Made me think that you was feeling
Anything I wrote so
Baby get the fuck from around here
I ain't trying to hear your fucking voice
Don't make no sound here
I ain't trying to hear you talk about
How things are going to change
When we're coming up on
Four years of the same shit but
This the world that we live in
Pull up six presents
One to fit both of the kids in
While we waste away
On all these bogus ass prescriptions
For real, say it
Silas failed the mission
I ain't trying to fight for good enough, no
Fuck you I been cooking up
For real, fuck what you dishing

I just wish I was numb
I'm a junkie for love
Take my breath away but
I was never enough
I don't need this
All I need's a little kush in the blunt
I can't deal with no more bullshit
All I want is to trust you



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Writer(s): Silas Yannott
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