Tryna Be Sad

I get ungrateful when I'm anxious and depressed
But I promise I'm not tryna be sad
I don't really sleep at night
Way too much is on mind
I spend hours tryna balance
Expectations, patience, wasting time

While left and right
Everybody's got some free advice
All this noise, a thousand voices
Hit like poison, they're destroying mine

And I keep praying for a way out of this hole
And I can't take it, medication can't control it
No cause

I get ungrateful when I'm anxious and depressed
But I promise I'm not tryna be sad
I feel ashamed when people say I should feel blessed
Cause I promise I'm not tryna be sad

I don't really think things through
Yet over-thinkings all I do
I spend days just contemplating
Conversations that I can't undo

And I can't breathe, all eyes on me, can I let go
And I can scream but no one seems to hear at all, no

Cause I get ungrateful when I'm anxious and depressed
But I promise I'm not tryna be sad
I feel ashamed when people say I should feel blessed
Cause I promise I'm not tryna be sad

And I
I
I promise I'm not tryna be sad
And I
I
I promise I'm not tryna be sad

I get ungrateful when I'm anxious and depressed
But I promise I'm not tryna be sad

I get ungrateful when I'm anxious and depressed
But I promise I'm not tryna be sad
I feel ashamed when people say I should feel blessed
Cause I promise I'm not tryna be sad

I get ungrateful when I'm anxious and depressed
But I promise I'm not tryna be sad
I feel ashamed when people say I should feel blessed
Cause I promise I'm not tryna be sad