Blue Lines

You're driving around with the windows down
just waiting on the rain
Like the end of a movie that you don't expect and
it's driving you insane
I want you, I hate you, I need you, I thank you
for watching as I fall
I need you back in my arms to help heal the scars
in the severe wake of coldness, boy
Need you to help me figure out, oh boy
what this feeling's all about
'cos your blue eyes and your sweet smile,
got me wrapped up in your charm
Your stubborn ways and the things you say
got me worried about my heart
I'm worried about my heart...
Oh baby you know it's getting pretty hard
to believe the things you say
It's like I'm alright but keep telling lies
if it keeps my pain away
I want you to want me, don't care if
you can't be, here for everything but
Now she's in the picture, walls getting thicker
and I'm starting to fade away
'cos I, I'm trying to give you one more chance
oh boy, to keep the right to hold my hand
'cos I been there, and it's not fair for me to [?]
Tell me why I'm still by your side
when you're not worried about my heart
I want you, I hate you, I need you to need me
And boy it's time to worry about myself
oh boy, since you're out loving someone else
It felt like, it was our time,
what was green has turned to gray
Thought that someday soon you'd come running back
finally be here to stay
When I was always here to stay