No Idea

I been with you my heart been fixed
I need you to be my wife, and I still feel like I ain't shit
All the shit I'd do for you, if you get slapped, I'll kill a bitch
But whenever you're out, I swear why do I feel like this?
All this jealousy that a young nigga sit in
He said you a dub, bae I said you a 10
Why do I feel left out when you talking with your friends?
I have no idea
I just hope this never end

I need to call a reverend
Don't get along with my kin
Miss my brotha everyday, I don't know where my head been
On the inside I feel dead, like I'm one of Uzi friends
I just said I'm ok, bae I'm playing pretend
Lately it's been hard having self esteem for myself
These are all love scars, you could have that SHEIN on your shelf
Pain up in my heart, you care when I'm drowning in wealth
I been touching stars, that's why my heart starting to melt
I did a whole lot of things I regret
I been traumatized all of this shit I try to forget
I just hope you don't play with my feelings, clarinet
I've been tryna overdose on Addy, Corvette Corvette
Woah, I reminisce about our first kiss
And my feelings up in this ash tray
Feel like I do not exist
I swear this feeling is a bitch
I just hope I get hear your sweet voice today

I been with you my heart been fixed
I need you to be my wife, and I still feel like I ain't shit
All the shit I'd do for you, if you get slapped, I'll kill a bitch
But whenever you're out, I swear why do I feel like this?
All this jealousy that a young nigga sit in
He said you a dub, bae I said you a 10
Why do I feel left out when you talking with your friends?
I have no idea
I just hope this never end