Babby Daddy
Getting lost behind the horizon
My feet hit the sand as I stand again
I never preach what I live within
My memory is full of snip bits
Broken pictures still display the image
But burnt books don't display what's written
I feel trapped in a cooking furnace
Losing what I have left of my broken picture
I spent my time out on a mission
To rediscover my true intentions
Since then I've seen 2 winters
Since then I've been so hurt
And now as I walk further toward this path I'm on
I've realized it not that hard to be so wrong
Been wrong about a lot, so I shut my mouth
Depression hits when I'm headed south
Trying to escape this box, switching routes
My traumas heavy, kinda like erybody else
I break down when you start to yell
Too many stories I'm afraid to tell
Shell shocked when I heard that the greats fell
But human nature is to self destruct
Conflict in the hearts of those who give a fuck
I lost a lot of trust when I was young
I missed out the hints now I'm feeling dumb
I'm taking one too many hits, now I'm feeling domed
And if the dollars aren't crisp, you can't take it home
2021 brought me alone, cotton mouth drier then my cell phone
I can't see myself growing
But it's been a year since the last event
That derailed my life's goal without intent
Driving higher then the sunrise
Been feelin good today I'm surprised
usually I got tears behind my eyes
But today I didn't need my own disguise
I have thrived on the grief that still resides
Even on my better days i still want to hide
And I feel ashamed but I never wanna cry
That's why I love hate shots deep down inside
Shaky foundations what I decided to build on
Now the thrills gone and I'm stuck like a rerun
Reason that I'm still around has begun
To impact my every decision like a Sargent
Only now I've recognized it
so maybe I could solve it
But I never want to admit
that getting lost in the clouds is the problem
Mixing drugs with drinks got me in my coffin
I can feel my lungs bleed but I no options
My addictions carry me through this existence
I love the way it covers up the distance
It's been years since I covered up like Halloween
Day dreams bleed into my reality
If she's feelin me baby let your feeling free
I don't wanna change degrees but I feel like imma freeze if I don't
I just wanna smoke
Gotta Stay true to the notes that I wrote
Gotta stay true
Got stay true to the notes that I wrote
I've had my head lower than the equator
Loud noising in my head drowning out the cicadas
Shits hitting me hard, like a text from my mama
"I don't know where you are" and proceed with the drama
I've been so disconnected living life in a coma
I feel disrespected but I got my diploma
Losing so much interest like my team is the thunder
Empty spaces, too many faces
Liquors fucking up my liver, Losing patience
life's felt empty, searching for my purpose, does it exist
Always thinking one day I'll be happy cause I'll be rich
Buy the day my life changed was displayed on a stick
I got full range of motion but I get motion sick
Changing ages within moments or else I'll have to dip
Feeling deranged during moments but with you I feel safe
After hours in the bedroom I can feel my heart race
Sippin causally but you can tell by my face
Shit what's happening? Growing up comes wit some pain
I've changed the ways that I view my placement
I love my Girl soon comes engagement
I love my life and they way my times spent
She wants it green, that shit ain't a diamond
I'm blasting off, adjusting to the climate
Climax when I'm going top to the IMAX
My feet hit the sand as I stand again
I never preach what I live within
My memory is full of snip bits
Broken pictures still display the image
But burnt books don't display what's written
I feel trapped in a cooking furnace
Losing what I have left of my broken picture
I spent my time out on a mission
To rediscover my true intentions
Since then I've seen 2 winters
Since then I've been so hurt
And now as I walk further toward this path I'm on
I've realized it not that hard to be so wrong
Been wrong about a lot, so I shut my mouth
Depression hits when I'm headed south
Trying to escape this box, switching routes
My traumas heavy, kinda like erybody else
I break down when you start to yell
Too many stories I'm afraid to tell
Shell shocked when I heard that the greats fell
But human nature is to self destruct
Conflict in the hearts of those who give a fuck
I lost a lot of trust when I was young
I missed out the hints now I'm feeling dumb
I'm taking one too many hits, now I'm feeling domed
And if the dollars aren't crisp, you can't take it home
2021 brought me alone, cotton mouth drier then my cell phone
I can't see myself growing
But it's been a year since the last event
That derailed my life's goal without intent
Driving higher then the sunrise
Been feelin good today I'm surprised
usually I got tears behind my eyes
But today I didn't need my own disguise
I have thrived on the grief that still resides
Even on my better days i still want to hide
And I feel ashamed but I never wanna cry
That's why I love hate shots deep down inside
Shaky foundations what I decided to build on
Now the thrills gone and I'm stuck like a rerun
Reason that I'm still around has begun
To impact my every decision like a Sargent
Only now I've recognized it
so maybe I could solve it
But I never want to admit
that getting lost in the clouds is the problem
Mixing drugs with drinks got me in my coffin
I can feel my lungs bleed but I no options
My addictions carry me through this existence
I love the way it covers up the distance
It's been years since I covered up like Halloween
Day dreams bleed into my reality
If she's feelin me baby let your feeling free
I don't wanna change degrees but I feel like imma freeze if I don't
I just wanna smoke
Gotta Stay true to the notes that I wrote
Gotta stay true
Got stay true to the notes that I wrote
I've had my head lower than the equator
Loud noising in my head drowning out the cicadas
Shits hitting me hard, like a text from my mama
"I don't know where you are" and proceed with the drama
I've been so disconnected living life in a coma
I feel disrespected but I got my diploma
Losing so much interest like my team is the thunder
Empty spaces, too many faces
Liquors fucking up my liver, Losing patience
life's felt empty, searching for my purpose, does it exist
Always thinking one day I'll be happy cause I'll be rich
Buy the day my life changed was displayed on a stick
I got full range of motion but I get motion sick
Changing ages within moments or else I'll have to dip
Feeling deranged during moments but with you I feel safe
After hours in the bedroom I can feel my heart race
Sippin causally but you can tell by my face
Shit what's happening? Growing up comes wit some pain
I've changed the ways that I view my placement
I love my Girl soon comes engagement
I love my life and they way my times spent
She wants it green, that shit ain't a diamond
I'm blasting off, adjusting to the climate
Climax when I'm going top to the IMAX
Credits
Writer(s): Aidan Harrington
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