Open Letter 2

Use to hate failure now I live for lessons
Use to have idle time now there's no time for stressing
Use to look to the sky for answers for simple questions
Now I look to the mirror first no second guessing
It starts with me I celebrate all the love I invested
And all the times the devil missed all the shots he attempted
Now wonder I'm universal like the studios
They say I keep a few groupie hoes as if you would know
Better keep it calm round here
Man dem pull up like calisthenics with a bar round here
Hit up raw for a crow pack it's going down round here
And tell code to hold his head we'll down out here
Felt like I been going crazy I been down all year
My therapist told me to breathe write it down shed a tear
So I did Open letter to who ever's there
And hope that granny's proud of me damn I wish she was here so let's pray

For dem long nights
I give it my all so that we'd be alright
Reshuffle the cards I just pray they fall right
They want me fall but that's when I take flight I be going through the motions
Open letter to who ever's there dawg going through the motions
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Every time I open up I feel caged in
Crew full of kings we walk around a buncha made men
Some of em do dirt they leave the house momma say amen
Papa said bro it's on go for you dawg just say when
Jackie you a queen I'll give my last to see happy
Same goes Crissie Dev Skylar and Ashlee
I'm Born to be creative it's like a gift and a curse
Try to depreciate my value but I know my worth
Wish I never told my ex that this won't work such a dumb thing
I put love on pause like I went to the fridge for something
If it's one thing bout me if I feel it I pour it out
All my ops from back then thought they won score it now
Time tells all tales and I choose head lets flip the coin
It don't matter where you come from
Dawg is where you going
I always showed love to the ones come before us if they try me
Give em the hook like verse done now comes chorus now that's light

For dem long nights
I give it my all so that we'd be alright
Reshuffle the cards I just pray they fall right
They want me fall but that's when I take flight I be going through the motions
Open letter to who ever's there dawg going through the motions
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

And This is far from my final chapter
We move to higher vibes better days with a lot of laughter
Yeah there'll be same pain but we've learnt to communicate it
Taking nothing personal and lead with much needed patience
Invest in ourselves the same way that we would do for others
Stand for our sisters the same way that we do for brothers
Respecting our women the same way that we do our mothers
Building up our freedom with our wins run up them numbers for many summers
See time and time again you stumble then you dwell upon it
Instead giving thanks for lessons that's the main component
They gonna say what they gonna say let them fill that notion
Keep blinders on for your mission your mind keep that open
And I propose a toast
Cheers to the fact that we made it far
Feels like none of this is real so stay true to who you are
Get to a place of worthy even though that seems far
Know that you are loved in abundance with kind regards