Intramural Panic

All inclusive filth its traumatising ones image of self
I realise my mind is falling into endless despair
Its escalating
God please intercede
Im lost I'm blind my mind's deteriorating

It's tearing open my mind
The walls are crumbling faster
A former shell left behind
Lacerating my insurgence
Surrounded by vomiting lies
Constricted by this maze of mine
Clawing for a chimerical escape
I vomit up my insides

Endless transgression
Upon my own psyche
Internal contention plagues my spirit
In panic, collapsing
Despondency is swarming
Why is life full of intramural panic
The loss of my mind, overwhelming torture
My body giving up, destroying itself until

I lose my mind, I'm chasing
Reaching out before me grabbing at myself
The sleepless nights plague me: incessant molestation
Collapsing, vomiting
Distortion of my viscera all occurring I'm
Losing my mind, I'm chasing
Reaching out before me grabbing at myself
The sleepless nights plague me: incessant molestation
Collapsing, vomiting, distortion
Of my viscera all occurring

An infinite cycle
Always encircling
Suicidal thoughts have begun
Knocking at my fragile door
Intramural panic
My sanity's fleeting
Can you tell there's nothing but
A husk of me that's left in despair

End my despair
As it mantles
The hive mind
Intramural panic
I surrender



Credits
Writer(s): Ben Gikuma
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