Drillin P.2

Sometimes I feel numb
Sometimes I am never human

Stuck down drenched
In a whole town
Obsessed in the
Darkness they smothered upon us

Because they do best
No they really just don't want to seem
Like they didn't know
What was upon 'em

I'm writing and grinding
They thought I was bumming
Turned eyes to the side
And they thought it was funny

But the best comes to best
And the old turns to coal
Imma bang on my chest
Demons started to snore
I been stuck in a mission
No exiting course
She asked me if I'm ready
I said I am more

I whip it up like Ramsey
Or Honda Accord
I be poppin conffetti
Call me to perform
Finna go call up fendi
Trying open a door
She get wet as spaghetti
That's my little whore

It get heavy northwest is where I've grown an born
You ain't ready unless you've been your own support

Ak play dough
Arcade though
Get money like magic
Ab gettin green
On the scene
Make it happen
Too clean
They see me
Double back in

Eighty a holes
waiting on my lacking
Wake up in the morning
Walk outside and say what's crackin
Know I'm feelin good
So why they is always mad then

Sometimes I feel numb
Sometimes I am never human

Stop look for something to say
Let's get real like come out of the bay
Make some dollars come out of old change
Flip a dime it could change your whole fate

End up shining or tryna get straight
But where the hell charity went
It's gone you done drained the whole tank
You lost should find someone to thank

I'll always hope that you do great
But you really not real as you think

Benjamin's benjamin's
They don't want people to see like a regal
I'm flier than feathers with no extra leverage
But mother told me that I'm bound to help people

I'm seeking real gold the source of the bowl
I was younger would feel old they told me I'd dove
Gotta hit the rock bottom before you know cold
And that shit helps you realize your mind is your own

They see me livin high
Cause my money dope
Gotta switch up the tide
Before you can grow
There's a lot on my mind
But I speak from my dome
Flip the switch off the light
Like I see too much clones

Boy you know
Get bands and get checks but you still sit at home
It got me thinkin
I know you talk grindin but ain't got no stone

Wait I know
You got different ways to get paid then go
But excuse me I don't make excuses sorry if we don't get along

And if we don't get along
Then it's you g
I show my respect
Where it should be

I'm calmer than sauna
But cold like it's water
New chain wit a ring
Make me glisten like rookie

This mic is my life
Knew that shit at first sight
How you rap
But you don't even really know why

Sometimes I feel numb
Sometimes I am never human

Stop look for something to say
Let's get real like come out of the bay
Make some dollars come out of old change
Flip a dime it could change your whole fate

End up shinin or tryna get straight
But what did it really all cost
Your family don't know your own thoughts
And that's when you question your concept

Straps lethal weapons at concerts
Don't want end up on a t shirt
My girl upset
Said her feet hurt

I'm gone blow up like I'm steamin
I'm writing my mind is just schemin
No fights can be fought wit no defense
So don't try to talk on my reasons

Over and over again
I done told you lil men
To get up and get steppin
We live in the present
And your life is passin
So don't be a bum
No offense
No aggression