Alienated

Distance I'll mention is the tension I address
To forget who is close to forget who we met
If I let another in it's gonna close up again
Have it win over me when I want this grim
Deeper feeling in mind that I have inside
Don't know why but this might be a spite or whim
If it's in then I grin because I'm dim with my vision
Don't know where this is going but sure headed for collision
I'm different but flipping and scared of another
I'd rather distance myself than keep to each other
So my mother used to say or maybe I got it wrong
But I'm already a third into writing this song
It's long the time waited for me to give up
But I'd rather keep my mind focused on some other thoughts
I was brought a better book to read and compare with my life
But I'm fine with the way that mine is playing out this time

Don't know if I'm in but heavens knows if I've made it
I've been doing this all alone alienated
Wouldn't give this for the world even if traded
I'm a have it this way the way it's created
Don't know if I'm in but heavens knows if I've made it
I've been doing this all alone alienated
Wouldn't give this for the world even if traded
I'm a have it this way the way it's created

Darkness surrounds a compound that ain't sound
It's safe to say that today has gone great
I've found a way that this praise will hit ground
Bit loud but it's just for the meanwhile
Clean crowd because I'm just a beginner
No winner in sight if you ask me at dinner
It's a hint to a request and a prayer to God
If thinner I'll be invisible flimsy and gone
Filthy but strong the way I behave with my brain
It's a train wreck I say have this stop cray cray!
Say may I have an autograph if it's written on me
And be strange thrown out and tossed in the hay
Lost in the fray but my ego isn't touched
Had enough of this day how do we know what's what
It's the stuff I wonder hey can you tell me the answer
I'm really confused about what comes after

Don't know if I'm in but heavens knows if I've made it
I've been doing this all alone alienated
Wouldn't give this for the world even if traded
I'm a have it this way the way it's created
Don't know if I'm in but heavens knows if I've made it
I've been doing this all alone alienated
Wouldn't give this for the world even if traded
I'm a have it this way the way it's created

Definite waste of a chance to deflate
My debate was to relate or retaliate
But I keep messing up with the way I create
A mess of what I can get my hands to break
To say this was safe would be a lie hear ye
I cannot agree with the press and it's fleet
Of writers just hired to a sigh of relief
That inspired won't have meaning so leave it with me
Heaving because we got outta breath from this test
As for the rest I confess I should have had a rest
Arrest my thoughts and grab on to the best
Distressed I can fess because my mind is a mess
Fine to stress this problem a bit more
Find the next whilst I feel a bit sore
Try to text while I'm driving, it's on
Wouldn't have it another way see I'm blessed a bit wrong

Don't know if I'm in but heavens knows if I've made it
I've been doing this all alone alienated
Wouldn't give this for the world even if traded
I'm a have it this way the way it's created
Don't know if I'm in but heavens knows if I've made it
I've been doing this all alone alienated
Wouldn't give this for the world even if traded
I'm a have it this way the way it's created



Credits
Writer(s): Shlomo Zerbib
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