Failure

I've been watching you since 2019
When you start your journey
When you started to party, baby
And every night, I close my eyes
I pray for better days
And now that I've moved on
Am I okay?

I wrote a song about my low life (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Released a song back when I was young, no, no
And now I still sing about my past life (oh, no)
I think it's time that I move on, oh no

And all of my time was spent on a girl (oh, oh, no)
I found my true identity from this girl, no, no, no
And now that she fucked me over
And I don't know if my life will be better
And all of my time was wasted on you (oh)
Was wasted on you (no)
Was wasted on you, no
Was wasted on you, oh no

Tell me what my life will be like in 20 years
When I am older, I will be older
And tell me all things I hate now, I won't fear anymore, anymore
And I don't wanna be like
Everything that people tell me to be like
Everything that people want me to feel like
I just wanna feel grown, on my own, at home, and to heal like
I don't wanna feel like I fucked up
I don't wanna feel like a failure

And all of my time was spent on a girl (on a girl, baby)
I found my true identity from this girl, no, no, no
And now that she fucked me over (over)
And I don't know if my life will be better (better)
And all of my time (no, no) was wasted on you (on you, baby)
Was wasted on you (on you, baby, no)
Was wasted on you (I wasted my time on you)
Was wasted on you, oh (oh) no (no, woah)