The End

Goodbye this is the end
Why do I always play pretend
I'm going crazy but its just in my head
Please save me from myself

Yeah I'm pretty sure that i need help
Yeah I'm pretty sure that i need help

Yeah how many times did i have to take a stand
How many time did i thought that i was the man
How many thoughts be going through my head?
How many times i had to pick myself off the dirt
But it still hurts to understand
These feelings inside its so hard to keep in hand
I keep taking talking to myself at night
But its so hard to keep myself in line
My minds braking and still fractured
Sometimes Id rather just jump off this ladder
Splat my brains on the concrete just to get some laughter's
Pour the gasoline on myself light it up after
See myself become the ashes scattered

Goodbye this is my end friend
Don't cry I've always been dead

Goodbye this is the end
Why do I always play pretend
I'm going crazy but its just in my head
Please save me from myself

Somebody send me some help I'm getting this urge of ending myself
Nobody knows this pain I've felt
I just wanna be happy like everyone else

I don't how to face all my feelings
So I just go bed look up at the ceiling
Pick up my phone and start writing some lyrics
Then hop in stu get ready for spittin but

I pick up pick the mic record a song and I toss it aside
Go back to my bed and all of the darkness crawls back in my mind

I think of the past thought it had past but it keeps coming back
I don't know how to act minds going blank
I'm boutta crash spiraling outta control
Till I slam

Then I start to contemplate thinking about what mom would say
Thinking about what God would say
But it's just so hard to make it day by day
I'm not okay bout to break I'm bout take my life and fly away
I'm never coming back I hate this place I don't wanna stay

Always stressed waking up and I'm paralyzed
I just want to drift to sleep and wake up in paradise
Paradise
Yeah
Goodbye

Goodbye this is the end
Why do I always play pretend
I'm going crazy but its just in my head
Please save me from myself

Yeah I'm pretty sure that i need help
Yeah I'm pretty sure that i need help



Credits
Writer(s): Francisco J Robledo
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