No Sight

I lost the vision of what I could be
For a dream that I wish I didn't see
In a room where I'm tied to a seat
Clear my memories of how I fell for you (yeah)

The world be pretty
The stars be twinklin' (they're pretty)
I know that I've been trippin'
When I think what I'm missin' (I'm trippin')
People change every day, hide my pain inna chest

Like I've dug my own grave, and then lay on it (yeah)
Right after I pray for the people who end up in pavements
People line inna churchs, just to create a blessin'
I need faith I need trust, but they wanna break the trident
They askin' for curse, or they do it for love! (yeah)

It's always me in the end, I'm the one that they need
All the ones that I love, are the ones that break me
Every time I close my eyes, it is you that I see
Betrayal or escape, it all ends up with me (betrayal)

Don't nobody has to know the place that we've been
Would they judge you on it, or would they let you go big (big)
I might even take a step just to create a distance
Too close, too wrong, does it even matter? (Does it?)
When the house that we built, you made it fall to the dust
I might need a direction just to find myself (yeah)

Reminiscing my thoughts, I might use the substance
Like my last December, when I dealt with the demons (demons)
Did you care about me, or was it just to get me?
When I'm better you make it a point, I end up on the ground (on the ground)
How the hell I'm supposed to walk straight, the earth so round (so round)
We reap what we sow, that's all that we're getting (yeah)

I always weep the sorrows, I don't think that they get it
When I sleep, I don't snore 'cause I feel so restless
If Iblis the devil, then who am I to trust
Write a poem on peace, do you think that it works (on peace)
People runnin' for themselves, only stoppin' for bus
Like the violence is a must, 'til it happens to your son
Armageddon begins, the worlds about to end
Do you even think about makin' the right amends (yeah)

The mistakes of my past, make it all so dark
I know I'm not like the other kids, I always stand out
Not the greatest in the room, but I'm still the favourite (I'm not the greatest)
Well, you only know the value when you see that I'm missin' (yeah)
I'm the hero to my story and I always be winnin'
All the heroes don't wear capes, or an S in the middle (hero)
All the villains look so saint, but they end up defeated
These are the thoughts in my mind, makes me wonder if I'm right

Angel or a devil on my side (on my side), does it matter when I die (when I die)
Over the cliff of my house (or my house), always witness suicide (suicide)
I always get back up in time, but I fall down every time (yeah)
'Cause I still can't see (yeah), and I still can't feel (yeah)
All the pain is killin' me, or the fate just let it be
Like my mother always tell, please speak out how you feel
My soul is suffering, the darkness is covering
Block the vision to my eyes, and my mind is buffering (buffering)

People cryin' on my grave, but they wished I was dyin' yeah
They wished I was dyin', (ohh-oh) (they wished I was dyin')
They wished I was dyin' (ohh-oh)