I Hate How Much I Love You
Don't want to really air these words
Be seen much or be heard
I prefer to hide or smile
Keep up a stoic appearance awhile
But the vase is cracking up
I'm inside I just can't keep this up
No one told I'd face these choices
Rolling the dice in a fog of voices
I face the road and the intersection
Worrying about my reinvention
If I'd turned a different way
On the road that turned away forever
There's not a lack of love
But we can only take so much (only take so much)
Only you and me
Wide awake in the dream
Coz I hate how much it is I love you (love you)
It's a cage of hope and smoke
I'm blowing through (blowing through)
If I'm not brave enough to say goodbye
I'll never relearn to fly and die
There's nothing I wouldn't give to you
Except the things that I can't do
Like sleep forever back to back
Without having a heart attack
Put down the phone and look at me
You and I are everything we wanted to be
Look to the sky to reconcile
Oh God this is taking a while
I'm frozen up and melting down
In every city, in every town
There's nothing wrong as you can see
I'm footloose and flying fancy free
There's not a lack of love
But we can only take so much (only take so much)
Only you and me
Wide awake in the dream
Coz I hate how much it is I love you (love you)
It's a cage of hope and smoke
I'm blowing through (blowing through)
If I'm not brave enough to say goodbye
I'll never relearn to fly and die
Coz I hate how much it is I love you (love you)
It's a cage of hope and smoke
I'm blowing through (blowing through)
If I'm not brave enough to say goodbye
I'll never relearn to fly and die
Wide awake in the dream!
Wide awake in the dream!
Wide awake in the dream!
Wide! I'm still
Wide awake in the dream! (love you)
Wide awake in the dream! (blowing through)
Wide awake in the dream!
Wide! I'm still
Love you
Blowing through
Wide! I'm still
Love you
Be seen much or be heard
I prefer to hide or smile
Keep up a stoic appearance awhile
But the vase is cracking up
I'm inside I just can't keep this up
No one told I'd face these choices
Rolling the dice in a fog of voices
I face the road and the intersection
Worrying about my reinvention
If I'd turned a different way
On the road that turned away forever
There's not a lack of love
But we can only take so much (only take so much)
Only you and me
Wide awake in the dream
Coz I hate how much it is I love you (love you)
It's a cage of hope and smoke
I'm blowing through (blowing through)
If I'm not brave enough to say goodbye
I'll never relearn to fly and die
There's nothing I wouldn't give to you
Except the things that I can't do
Like sleep forever back to back
Without having a heart attack
Put down the phone and look at me
You and I are everything we wanted to be
Look to the sky to reconcile
Oh God this is taking a while
I'm frozen up and melting down
In every city, in every town
There's nothing wrong as you can see
I'm footloose and flying fancy free
There's not a lack of love
But we can only take so much (only take so much)
Only you and me
Wide awake in the dream
Coz I hate how much it is I love you (love you)
It's a cage of hope and smoke
I'm blowing through (blowing through)
If I'm not brave enough to say goodbye
I'll never relearn to fly and die
Coz I hate how much it is I love you (love you)
It's a cage of hope and smoke
I'm blowing through (blowing through)
If I'm not brave enough to say goodbye
I'll never relearn to fly and die
Wide awake in the dream!
Wide awake in the dream!
Wide awake in the dream!
Wide! I'm still
Wide awake in the dream! (love you)
Wide awake in the dream! (blowing through)
Wide awake in the dream!
Wide! I'm still
Love you
Blowing through
Wide! I'm still
Love you
Credits
Writer(s): David Kerrigan
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