Holding On

I think I can fly but I'm scared to try
I'm not afraid to die but I'm scared of heights
Life is hard to grasp when it's all in my mind
What is one more lie if it means goodbye

Thank God that I found you
I don't want to lie to you
But I was on a battlefield
Fighting all my demons
Now I'm barely bleeding
Even though I never healed

I'm holding on but it's not enough
I'm holding on but it's not enough

My mother used to say I should give it time
While my thoughts came crashing down in a bonfire
I was so used to lows and in need of a high
How would I've survived if you hadn't come by

Thank God that I found you
I don't want to lie to you
But I was on a battlefield
Fighting without meaning
Then you came and healed me
When I needed refugee

I'm holding on but it's not enough
I'm holding on but it's not enough
Enough, enough
It's not enough

If dying was a wish that never happened
Then I'm happy I'm alive to bury past sins
I'm ready to commit to every challenge
Since you came around, I'm smiling again
If dying was a wish that never happened
Then I'm happy I'm alive to bury past sins
I'm ready to commit to every challenge



Credits
Writer(s): Fredriksson Lukas Olof, Nyberg Kaski Jonatan Carl Oskar
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