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Again and Again and Again Again
They treat me like the underdog they never want the ghost to win
My family doesn't know me and I swear to god it hurts me man
But I'll just keep on faking like they don't know who I really am
I'll take another pill inside my room and I'll just die again
I'll take my life and end it right here they'll never see me again
Seeing all these people near my coffin I just don't know when
Until than I'll just keep on faking like they don't know who I am
I'm lost my friends

Here I am once more debating if should jump off this bridge
Cause you never ask me about the music or the life I live
And than you act surprised when I get distant or get mad again
The therapist can't help me cause he himself is always mess
Everyone's got there feelings that they don't show
Or they just suppress
Than that Leave's a question in my mind thought that they were genuine
But than I realized everyone was fake and they was just pretend
So never hit me up cause I don't know when I'll get back my friend

They want me fucking now
But they don't want me tomorrow
And I cannot pick up my phone you shouldn't even call
I'm offing on these drugs yeah I guess I'm feeling lost
Rotting fucking zombie I'm so clueless when I walk
They want me fucking dead
They all want me to just fall
I'm in the depths of Helheim it's to cold it's hard to walk
I'm on my journey to the afterlife the devil talks
I'm trying to talk back but I can't cause my jaw is locked

How long can i do this for
I don't wanna try
How long do I have to keep listening to these lies
How long will you be here for me
How long will you cry
For when the devil tries to take my life and I just die
How long will this trial last how long till I pass
Seeing all the money and the cameras they flash
But with the life style I live I traded my soul for cash
Now it's to late I can't escape it time is moving fast

Again and Again and Again Again
They treat me like the underdog they never want the ghost to win
My family doesn't know me and I swear to god it hurts me man
But I'll just keep on faking like they don't know who I really am
I'll take another pill inside my room and I'll just die again
I'll take my life and end it right here they'll never see me again
Seeing all these people near my coffin I just don't know when
Until than I'll just keep on faking like they don't know who I am
I'm lost my friends



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Writer(s): Sean Raudales
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