Test I Failed

Depression got me hardest in the winter
Found myself drinking alone
Wandering my soul
Looking for a reason
Trying to find somewhere of my own

Faith can you be my healer
I'm broken disheveled and maimed
Driving round circles in carparks
Trying to find out your name

If this is a test
I think I failed
I cheated, I lied and I still remain
I never had the guts to stand up as such
Put my foot down
Make a claim

She left me on my birthday
In a trail of dust and flames
Thinking of another
Controlled by her mother
Still is to this day

Penny for your thoughts
I got a dollar
What's eating your mind
Lay down here
In this field cold and clear
Let the stars twinkle in your eyes

If this is a test
I think I failed
I cheated, I lied and I still remain
I never had the guts to stand up as such
Put my foot down
Make a claim

I packed my bags headed for the golden sunset
The winter of our discontent
Rode bear back camels
Climbed rocky mountains
Your sister drove me insane

Came by your house
To get a glimpse
To see you and feel welcome
Your sharpened wit
Your tainted smile
Fall asleep in my arms

If this is a test
I know I failed
I cheated, I lied and I still remain
I never had the guts to stand up as such
Put my foot down
Make a claim

Your deepest dreams become your reality
What you love has no guarantee
Do you love me
Do you love me
Do you love me
Do you love me



Credits
Writer(s): Leon Shelley
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