Doubts (feat. Joey Jester)

They think I'm cold cause the way that I roll
I come from an emotionally distant broken down home
Not chucking stones out to those who kept food on the stove
I'm just saying
The things from my home
I carried it where ever I go
Hard to move forward with heavy cargo
Lost in my twentys I'm at the cross road
I could move out but budget bar soap
Doesn't sound like the freedom that I know
To work a nine though
To never have nothing I call my mind though
Blows my mind bro
Daylight savings the only way I change my time zone
Watching my passion become a side show
If this is growing up them movie just showed us lies tho
This another episode of seasonal depression
It seems to seep in whenever schools back in session
Putting pressure trying to fake perfection
My momma wish her son was on in ballots of election
Can I really some credit I ain't get nobody pregnant
See I'm floating
Only smoked a couple Knicks for the coping
The rest ima serve like the US Open
Wishing for a life with no stress
Gave me chills like I caught the Covid

Sitting in silence
Hiding my writings now
How do I ride it out
What does this mean to me
Seems like a moment of doubt
That's been holding me down
But it's over now

Should I spin this everytime
I have to question what's the mission
Long shifts big ambitions
I've been cooking I ain't never work a kitchen
I just look at people different
When they comfortable with being half they level they whole life
What do I know I hold mics
Too many nights I slept at stops till the bus came
Stumbled out drunk couldn't read the club name
They'll be tough days
You wish you stayed a cum stain but keep it hustling
Can't pray for paradise and hunt pain

Sitting in silence
Hiding my writings now
How do I ride it out
What does this mean to me
Seems like a moment of doubt
That's been holding me down
But it's over now



Credits
Writer(s): Isaac Tejeda
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