Lately

Lately I've just been dissociating
Justifying, contemplating

Why I do the things I do and still don't feel at all

Lately I've been feeling apathetic
When I care I feel pathetic

Losing all the sympathy I once had for my friends

Lately I've been feeling nothing
My happy peaks are getting stunted
I wanna cry but I don't
I wish you'd call, I know you won't

If you did what would you say?
What's done is done and its too late
I hate this campus, I hate this place
Somehow you're always in the way

Lately I've just been here overthinking
Wish I was smoking, but I'm drinking

I wanna turn my head off
So I just try not to feel

Lately I've been feeling kind of lonely
Like none of them had really known me

Like everything's for show and no man's really worth my trust

Lately I've been feeling nothing
Cuz It's better than feeling something
I tried to cry but I couldn't
I wish you'd call, I know you shouldn't

If you did, the shit I'd say
That you're the "one that got away"
I hate this campus I hate this place
Somehow you're always in the way
O o o
And I'm happy that you are doing better
And I'm happy that you found your peace without me

And I hope you make a billion dollars
And find yourself another lover
Have the future that we planned together
And I'll sit here writing unsent letters
And I'll write a song, I'll write another
Have the sweater I got from your mother
And it's warm but you were always warmer

Lately I've been feeling nothing
Cuz It's better than feeling something
I tried to cry but I couldn't
I wish you'd call, I know you shouldn't

If you did, the shit I'd say
That you're the "one that got away"
I hate this campus I hate this place
And I can't wait to graduate



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Writer(s): Anjali Bothra
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