Mr Magashula's Testimony

I really came a long way man
Even if I tried to tell you about the shit I've been thro
You still wouldn't believe
Like you'd stand there and wonder how is this nigga still standing
I ain't suicidal dawg I just knew everything was gon be alright
So everytime I win
I thank God like Thank you Lord
I see what you're doing I don't go to church but I can see you're looking over me
And my ancestors too I gotta say thanks

Yea
I thank the Lord everyday
For watching my ways
And keep me out of my grave
For showing me grace
When I was going thro that pain
And felt like I wasn't my age
I wasn't feeling sane
Pain on pages felt like I'm stuck in a cage
Memories of brighter days
But all I had was dark clouds and rain

But you know
They say time heals all wounds
They say what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger
I don't know something like that
Now I'm looking at it like man you really went through that
You're a stronger man now fo sho

My heart is at a better place
Different mental state
I could really show a smile that's real
I'm off the drugs I'm clean
I'm off the anti-depressant pills
We could talk about it now I'm chilled
I'm doing better am chasing the chedder
I wrote a letter and sent it to heaven
I hope you see me my OG you proud
Oh oh
We gon talk about it when my time comes
I'm chasing dreams that I told you about
You was like a father put it on God
He disappeared so you played his part
He came back I let bygons be
He play his part I'm proud of him
And my mama say she proud of me ya

I know she is dawg I mean she raised a king
Man one thing for sure life is unpredictable
Never look down on anybody
Don't be greedy dawg
Always show love and always stay humble
You never know what tomorrow holds man the tables could just turn anyday
That's what my mama always told me
I'm greatful for her
I mean yea and pops too
I'm greatful for that nigga
That's my nigga
I feel like I gotta start cherishing this moments you know
Ya