Self-Control

Wish I had self-control
Got a void in my soul
Yes, I'm getting quite used to it
Stay alive, auto-drive
Keep it all neatly inside
But I know that I'm full of it
Late at night, talk to guys
I don't mind, think I'm fine
Take a pic, that's a sign
Maybe I am not alright
I could call up a friend they do well listening
But I don't know where to start

I've given up, take me now
Exiting solid ground
I, I've tried
I've tried to cry, there's no tears
I could die with no fear
I, I try-y-y
Ah-y-ah-y-ah-y-ah-y-ah-y
A-a-a-a
Ah-y-ah-y-ah-y
A-a-a-a
Ah-y-ah-y-ah-y
A-a-a-a
Ah-y-ah-y-ah-y
A-a-a-a
Ah-y-ah-y-ah-y
A-a-a-a
Ah-y-ah-y-ah-y
A-a-a-a
Ah-y-ah-y-ah-y
A-a-a-a, a-a-y
A-y

Drown myself in my thoughts
Or just numb them all off
Tell me, which is better to do?
I don't know, self-implode
Tell me how everything goes
When I'm not here to see it through
And no one really knows what I'm going through
But I don't wanna be the bearer of bad news
But I just feel so lost and so confused
I wish I knew where to start

I've given up, take me now
Exiting solid ground
I, I've tried
I've tried to cry, there's no tears
I could die with no fear
I, I try-y-y
Ah-y-ah-y-ah-y-ah-y-ah-y
A-a-a-a
Ah-y-ah-y-ah-y
A-a-a-a
Ah-y-ah-y-ah-y
A-a-a-a
Ah-y-ah-y-ah-y
A-a-a-a
Ah-y-ah-y-ah-y
A-a-a-a
Ah-y-ah-y-ah-y
A-a-a-a
Ah-y-ah-y-ah-y
A-a-a-a, a-a-y
A-y

M-m-m-m-maybe I am not alright
M-m-m-m-maybe I am not alright
M-m-m-m-maybe I am not alright
I try (M-m-m-m-maybe I am not alright)
Try-y-ah-y-oh-oh-o-ooh
Ah-ooh-woah, ooh-ah-oh, o-ooh
Ah-ooh-woah, ooh-ah-oh, o-ooh
I try
Try-y-ah-y-oh-oh-o-ooh
Ah-ooh-woah, ooh-ah-oh, o-ooh
Ah-ooh-woah, ooh-ah-oh, o-ooh
I try

I think I just wanted some love
Why can't I do it for myself?
I was too young and needed help
So now I help myself
Yea

Wish I had self-control-ol-ol
O-o-o-o-ol
Got a void in my soul (Got a void in my soul)
I got a void, that I avoid
That I avoid
Ahh
Wanted so bad, yeah (Yea)
Honestly thought that I'd end up alone
(Yea) Making crazy but you'd never know
Honestly thought that I'd end up alone
Making crazy but you'd never know