no more

He gets a notification
Some chick is liking his pictures
And now it got his heart racing
He wants to send her a message, but-
He ain't smooth like that
So he gon click up on her page and like her shit right back
And it works
They get to talking, she scoops him, goes to a park
And they walk around til it's dark
They're just opening up their hearts
Because they're both so deeply scarred
Two lost kids in search of love
In fear of being alone
Everybody does them wrong
Seems there ain't no love at home
They both been through some shit
He's looking at her thinking, "Damn, this ain't no basic bitch"
And it was then, at that moment, his demons went to bed
He knew that soon they would surely awake, he shoulda said

Baby, I'm not the one you should adore
I've been thru so much shit, I don't think I could feel no more
And though I like you I don't think that I could give you love
I got too much on my mind, at times I can be fucked up
Baby, I'm not the one you should adore
I've been thru so much shit, I don't think I could feel no more
And though I love you, I don't think that I can give you enough
I know it doesn't make sense but like I said; I'm fucked up

Like I said in the first verse
Those demons came back and they pulled up with a new hearse
Ate up his mind and said, "You losing ya shine"
"Boy, you ain't shit, Put the music aside."
"Wonder how ya fam is, have you hit they line?"
"Don't listen to a word they say, that shit's all lies"
"Nobody even loves you, ya piece of shit"
"You ain't got nothing to ya name, ya bitch must think you a bitch"
Took a heavy toll on him
If she wasn't there, he would've fallen victim
Alcoholism
Emotionally vulnerable to his mind
Bullied by himself and it's fucking up his life
Letting his anger out on the only who cared
Talking ugly 'bout life 'cause he has to take the stairs
To the top
He sees it clear as day
But in the way
Is a lot
Of steps he has to take
He cannot wait
So he jumped off
Knew he hit the bottom when she told him, "I don't know"
Knew he hit the bottom when she told him, "I don't know"
"I don't know, Max, I just can't do it anymore"

I know she don't care no more
I fucked around and I loved her til her heart was sore
At first I thought that we could build each other up
Baby, trust me, I know that I fucked that up
Baby, I'm not the one you should adore
I've been through so much shit, I don't think I could feel no more
And though I love you, I don't think that I can give you enough
I know it doesn't make sense but like I said; I'm fucked up



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Writer(s): Maximo Aguas
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