Iwannatalk (Better Version)

I wanna talk about some real shit
But my problems don't seem big enough to deal wit
But I feel shit I'm not a concrete stonewall rock kicker I'm a real kid
I see 30 year old wit crooked backs and I can't stand it
People give up on there excellent dreams to become standard
Overule their emotions wit logic and become damaged
The heart and mind should never simultaneously stop expanding
You find that your stranded
On the spot lookin at the outcome that you abandoned
Compromise to a point where your lifestyle is average smokin cabbage
I'm doing the same but I'm tryna start my future as if the past didn't happen what's happening
Stable mentality is not easy to manage
Feelin weak is a weakness don't trust people that catfish
Faked out by your homies that know you got talent so they take your pride and vanish
It's part of the plan it's hard to gain understanding stay candid
Remember thinking that you owned the planet being young wreaking havoc
Couldn't recite the definition of sadness now happiness is something I imagine
Isn't it strange how time moves so fast and then it starts laggin
Got so used to laughin now I'm in a panic
Sunk lower than the fucking titanic
All those crooked backs didn't realize that the weight they held was gigantic
This is coming from the root of my evil its organic

Now I'm lacking compassion
All this worry on my mind that I gotta ration
Too many distractions lost my traction movin too fast got me crashing
No seatbelts for me to fasten
So many things I needa do that I still haven't
Blissful livin mixed wit dissatisfaction
Is there a question I should be askin?

Was flunkin school the wrong move?
Why does being a hard head make you cool?
Do I really have alot to lose? Is that true?
Where is the end of this tunnel that I'm goin through?

I wanna talk