Urban Decay

You know, I loved you but it's too late to go back
Pack another decade and some change in my baggage
Think I never change, I could get high, I could get low
Subito forte then a decrescendo

All of those years searching for you
But I hope this song don't find you
I know I fucked up bad
I was young
Thought I had time
But I was hurt
I needed time
I needed time
I needed time
I needed

You, but my shit too toxic
You had to leave and I'm
Glad you did, to tell the truth
But things been hard
That's not on you

And I know on the surface I'm lonely
Maybe deep down inside I'm also lonely
Here in the middle my thoughts keep me busy
Not on my feelings but do you still miss me
Wished that I kissed you but shit isn't easy
Talking like I'm down bad, but I'm not down bad
I'm just scared of intimacy
Man it's so hard to breathe
When the touch that you need
Don't come easy from the trauma
So you start a little drama
Fuck around and find out
You don't have the time now
You stuck on the drugs now
You dilapidated now
Nobody wanna date you now
You dropping out of school now
You try to make it
But you can't make it
Til your friend got you
But you backstab him
But it's enough for both of you
To get through a few years
(The static)

And the ones you keep closest you push away
Til the one you kept closest, he pass away
And the tears don't leave I guess they're here to stay
But I can't be stuck on this anyway

I get out of bed
I drink something sweet
I check my agenda
I do something neat I guess
Mom still talks about you
I put her through hell
Acting like I play
Didn't you like Urban Decay

(Except for the bear floating in space, ooh)