Ordinary Scripture

Maybe I got too attached
Trouble letting go cuz I'm lonely
Wish I could get my soul patched
Been working on myself, it's going slowly

Ain't nobody kiss me
Since you kissed me
But you're already in someone else's bed
Tell me that you miss me
You don't miss me
Can you tell me what is wrong with my head
Things are feeling shitty
Spend my money
Do whatever just to get ahead
Life is so pretty
I'm so pretty
Why do I feel like I'd rather be

Part of something bigger
Ordinary scripture
Finger on the trigger
Devil in the picture
And I know this time I won't be saved
So I work to my bones, digging my own grave

Make sure to keep my schedule packed
Chasing old dreams, I've been chasing old dreams
Watching over how I interact
Nothing's what it seems, yeah, nothing's what it seems

You're too far
Loving you is too hard
So I'm feeling jealous of you instead
Outside of your radar
Orbiting a porn star
I'm too numb to get out of my bed
Yeah I'm now a drag star
Yeah I bet I look the part
But this sickness won't leave my head
I still put gas in my car
Drive a bit before I park
And I know if I go looking I'll find you're

Part of something bigger
Ordinary scripture
Finger on the trigger
Devil in the picture
And I know this time I won't be saved
So I work to my bones, digging my own grave

But I look up in the sky
And the moon's so bright
Do you ever ask why
Or do you keep it inside
And the shells hit the ground
And the smell is sharp
Broke the air with the sound
Took a shot in the dark
And we never had to worry
It would end up like this
When you left in a hurry
Did you know I exist
You think loving me's not easy
Yeah, I know that well
It's not easy being lonely
Feel my love is
Hell