Venting

I know I'm hard to deal with cuz I overthink
Get anxious when I get stressed out or sit and think
Been in the dark for way too long so it feels like home
And even out in public still I feel alone
Gave my love to just one person
In the end it all was worthless
Read your play so closed the curtain
Felt betrayed and felt deserted
Didn't know that love can hurt so much it kills me so
It's hard for me to trust and simply to let go
Got burnt out trying to save you from yourself this time
But never took the time to ask about my climb
Too many nights I felt alone
Too many thoughts they overflow
Gave everything and never stole
You locked your heart and locked the door
Never gave me back my heart, if you'd try it'd fall apart
It's broken into pieces, stomped and bruised and kind of beaten
Let you be inside my life when it was dark and blue
Persuaded me that I'm the only one for you

But you loved it when I listened and you vented
But you never gave a minute or a second
Never took the time to read my venting message
Simply said I'm overthinking and I'm stressing

But you aren't the only reason why I cannot love
But you are the only reason why I gave my love
Gave my all, I thought you're worth it
I was positive and certain
Reassured me, shared your burdens
Said you loved me, when I'm hurting
Said I'm crazy, overthinking too much in my head
Told me that you're only mine as I laid in my bed
All I wanted was for you and me to be lifelong
But you played me like the melody that's for this song
Sounded beautiful and precious
Who said love it wasn't reckless
Read your lines, I got the message
Figured out you're not for marriage
Broke my dream of you and me
A family of three
A little son or daughter with a house beside the sea
But guess what? No longer you and me
You left to someone that you cried for, on my shoulders rolling over
Said they kept on giving hurt
Made you cry and made you puke
But you left me in the dirt
Turned me to an introvert
Everything I've ever done, it was all because of you
Everything I've ever said, it was always pure and true
Wanted you and I to work things out, eventually breakthrough
Turned out you're not the one for me
It broke my heart in two
(Melody)

But you loved it when I listened and you vented
But you never gave a minute or a second
Never took the time to read my venting message
Simply said I'm overthinking and I'm stressing



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Writer(s): Pavel Denisyuk
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