Fruition

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I can't be everything to everybody
Learned that the hard way
Stuck in my own way
A rock and a hard place

Move at my own pace
Made me lose some friends
And might make me lose it all in the end

I've been taking time, focused on making amends
Should I go or should I stay here? Ah, it depends
On really how I'm feeling, it all falls in the end
It all falls in the end, it all falls in the end

And I can't cover my scars
Tryna protect my heart
Trying to build this blueprint
So tired of it all

Tired of all the faking
Tired of building walls
Let it come to fruition
All these shots that I call

All these hearts that ain't mended
Getting on my offensive
Putting up your defenses
Even Paul had a Saul

And after all this time
After my heart spilled out
I think I see it now

I'll let it all come to fruition
I'll let it all come to fruition
I'd be lying if I said I don't miss you

But somehow it all works out in the end
Somehow it all works out in the end
The end

I'm gon' speak my truth
I'm gon' tell it all
Spending hours in the stu
I'm not okay at all

How can I fix this damage?
All this damage I caused?
People who I let fall, man (I let fall)

But it's hard when the world is in your palm
And you try your best to keep it up
But if you let it fall
It all goes up in flames, and you don't want no one involved
But somehow it all ends up the same

And you try to do no wrong
But you give more time to someone else
Rather than focus on yourself
To the point you messing up your health

And I try to make things right
Keep a smile on my face so they won't know about my life, my life

But still my hearts not mended
Putting up my defensive
getting on your offensive
Even Saul turns to Paul

And after all of this time
After my heart spilled out
I think I see it now

I'll let it all come to fruition
I'll let it all come to fruition
I'd be lying if I said I don't miss you

But somehow it all works out in the end
Somehow it all works out in the end
The end

I got some flaws
But I'd give you my all
Don't let me fall
Don't leave me stranded

Don't let me go
Don't leave me alone
Yeah, I need you
More than you know

More than you know
More than you know
More than you know
You know