Heartbeat

You know who to blame in a heartbeat
Taking all these drugs they won't hurt me
You don't know how it feels to be hurting
All this trauma got me fucked up I am learning
You know who to blame in a heartbeat
Taking all these drugs they won't hurt me
You don't know how it feels to be hurting
All this trauma got me fucked up I am learning

Battling depression, I can't ever get unstuck
In my inbox I hear voices, I can't tell them to shut up
Lived the past 10 years stuck in my head, I can't get touched
Pushing everybody away, it was my own mistake, fuck
Depression weighing heavy, I can't get it to lay off
I'll do whatever to feel healthy, don't care about the cost
Ruining connections, yeah it's always my damn fault
Can't forgive my own mistakes, that's why I kill myself so soft
Take another pill, I hope it'll be the last one
Take another shot, I'll be drinking until I'm gone
Handle my anxiety, don't know where I went wrong
Blaming someone else because I can't stand on my own faults

You know who to blame in a heartbeat
Taking all these drugs they won't hurt me
You don't know how it feels to be hurting
All this trauma got me fucked up I am learning
You know who to blame in a heartbeat
Taking all these drugs they won't hurt me
You don't know how it feels to be hurting
All this trauma got me fucked up I am learning

I know you had it harder, I know you had it worse
I know you struggle everyday, won't tell it with your words
I want to be your last, if I could I'd be your first
I struggle with your past but it stick by you like a curse
Be there for the person that I love my heart gets larger
As long as I've got her, don't need the drugs to make me stronger
Living in the dark, you were the light to get my heart up
Deserving all this hurting, it is payback, call it karma
Take another pill, I hope it'll be the last one
Take another shot, I'll be drinking until I'm gone
Handle my anxiety, don't know where I went wrong
Blaming someone else because I can't stand on my own faults

You know who to blame in a heartbeat
Taking all these drugs they won't hurt me
You don't know how it feels to be hurting
All this trauma got me fucked up I am learning
You know who to blame in a heartbeat
Taking all these drugs they won't hurt me
You don't know how it feels to be hurting
All this trauma got me fucked up I am learning



Credits
Writer(s): Hugo Lövdahl
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