Anxiety Massacre

My demons have the gun, you think they'll shoot?
Hell yeah, they're gonna shoot for sure, J
They're remorseless and don't have any sympathy for what they do
Be lucky that they didn't kill you yet
But they'll probably kill you after they kill everyone else
That's true

Sweating bullets from the fears in my skull, peekaboo
Demons hiding but on the loose to shoot with nothing to lose
Can't sleep, can't snooze, as I stay on alert
Fully prepared to feel the worse but more prepared to fight 'em first
It's a heist with my life, on the line for the big price
That they negotiated right before they froze my body like I was ice
Stuffed in the freezer but my heart is more cold
Forced to unthaw in the publicity, then I start to feel low
Out of control, the butterflies ran out of weed to smoke
And so they're throwing a fit inside of me and my soul
Feelings are crushed after I snap at those who get near my presence
Like a gift with no bow to show my anger, as a present
A peasant with nervousness, the paranoia's in tact
To use his feelings as a weapon to shoot more humans with facts
I'm such a loner, nobody wants to love the outcast
Stir the nerves with my thoughts and make a massacre

Anxiety is always changing me
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Anxiety massacre
Anxiety massacre
Anxiety massacre
I'm on a massacre
I'm on a massacre

Anxiety massacre
Anxiety massacre

Solitary confinement, I'm doing life in the cell, in my mind
My mind is dwelling on my childhood of hell
At the time when I was jumping off the walls, in that zone
Of shooting pricks that bullied me and wouldn't leave me alone
Known as a quiet individual that doesn't interact
Rapid breathing while sweating from all my panic attacks
Hearing laughs, seeing stares, that combination is dreary
Can't catch a break, it's a constant battle man, no rest for the weary
The voices cheer me when I'm down, then they boo when I'm high
That's genocide, but with anxiety that's killing me inside
Killing lives, the pressure is always with me to blow
Any opportunity that arises in my life, it comes and goes
I don't know how long my body can withstand this
Rejection of hopelessness, I pray that I can find some hope
Or just still have the energy to fight through my past
Stir the nerves with my thoughts and make a massacre

Anxiety is always changing me
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Anxiety massacre
Anxiety massacre
Anxiety massacre
I'm on a massacre
I'm on a massacre

Anxiety massacre
Anxiety massacre



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Writer(s): Jordan Reynolds
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