Lifestyle

Yea
Spending all the money on the music biz
Do not ever tell me that your music is
Better than mine, you just making that up
Y'all acting like a fool, on some Ludacris
Lately this the reason that I live
And the best way to go when depression settles in
Aint the cheques or the shows
Got none of that seen
It's the rap, with the flow
How to put it on beats
Yea
I've gone a long way and improved it
Still here stuck in a school with some students
Who I'm calling stupid, but that aint so fair
We just dont share the exact same influences
Or the values or viewings
Or the dreams I'm pursuing
I'm still out here doing things
They told we should never be doing, shit

I been in my feelings too much
Getting to the bottom from the ceiling too much
All in one day, am I doing enough?
Working on the way I should love it
I been in my feelings too much
Getting to the bottom from the ceiling too much
All in one day, am I doing enough?
Working on the way I should love it

Little kid, but I grow up
Back when the problem was my own trust
Back when everybody told me I should make friends
I aint changed, but instead I grew stronger
I'm hoping they wishing they were more supportive
Once I blow up, cause now I'm just boring, right?
Then they pretend to adore ya
But dont wanna do nothing for ya
Do it by myself, I dont ever need a hand
Shits all self-taught dont you misunderstand
I would rather sacrifice my twenties to a dead end Than saying I didnt try cus of the risk, too scared
Yea
Thats the definition of failing
Trial and error is amazing
I would stop waiting for chances today
If only I felt prevailing
But

I been in my feelings too much
Getting to the bottom from the ceiling too much
All in one day, am I doing enough?
Working on the way I should love it
I been in my feelings too much
Getting to the bottom from the ceiling too much
All in one day, am I doing enough?
Working on the way I should love it

This the lifestyle
Of someone who wants to do it all
The lifestyle
Of who is never calming down
This the lifestyle
Of someone who wants to do it all
The lifestyle
Of who is never calming down

I been in my feelings too much
Getting to the bottom from the ceiling too much
All in one day, am I doing enough?
Working on the way I should love it
I been in my feelings too much
Getting to the bottom from the ceiling too much
All in one day, am I doing enough?
Working on the way I should love it

Still working on the way I should love it
Working on the way I should love it
Thats the lifestyle
I been in my feelings too much
Too much