Remember

I remember when I had it all
I remember back before the big fall
I remember back before I had to crawl
I remember when my whole life was awww

Now I'm always grinding and I'm
Fighting through the struggles
Worn down hands from the blood on my knuckles
Everyone left me and I'm the one who sits and suffers
I don't got shoulders for these tears or these troubles

Wake up everyday and fight through the pain
I ain't got a pattern I'm sporadic and insane
Look at my face and I know you see the strain
Suicidal thoughts and homicidal planes

Demons at my throat on my jugular vein
Trying not to slip on this cardiac train
Rail after rail I'm tighter in these chains
Scale after scale I'm lighter than remains

Look at me, and you'll feel so sorry
Look at me, old lika Atari
Look at me, overlooked like safari
Look at me, spread thin calamari

Put the angel in the dust
Fucked up and I can't change
There's a bullet in my guts
From the stress man
Seeing blurry can you tell me where the bottle at
I'm slaying demons every night they keep on coming back
Oh nah fuck boy stop all that fake shit
You a scared lil bitch need affection
Crying out for a girl in your sleep
You missing out on chasing your dreams