Pain vs. Purpose

It's been a streak of 30 days now
Where I'm caught up in the night
Can't help but obsessing now
Nothing I went through was right

Spent every moment afraid of you
Wishing I were anywhere else
Because of what you might do
Knowing my friends were scared too

You took everything away from me
Give back everything, the memory
I just want to remember
Don't you dare tell me
There's purpose in the pain you caused

It's been a streak of 3 months now
My headspace is just getting worse
You're all I ever think about now
Couldn't you see the consequence

And though I'll never say I hate you
Because I'm nothing like my brother
I only hate everything you do
Please don't hate me like my brother

Please don't hate me like my friends
The ones who always had my back
But after the morning I learned that everything ends
To trust again, I'd never have the knack

You took everything away from me
Give back everything, the memory
I just want to remember anything
Don't you dare tell me
There's purpose in the pain you caused

It's your fault I learned that I couldn't trust
Just wanted to fit in but you hovered above
So many memories you took them away
Couldn't I just be a kid for a single day
All that I wanted was to love someone else
But you couldn't handle anyone but yourself
Just wanted to love you so you could love me
Maybe if I were thinner then you would be happy

You took everything away from me
Give back everything, the memory
I just want to remember anything
Don't you dare tell me
There's purpose in the pain you caused

You took everything away from me
Give back everything, the memory
I just want to remember anything
Don't you dare tell me
There's purpose in the pain you caused

You could have taught me to trust
You could have taught me to love
You could have changed the way my life
You could have changed the way I live
You could have changed everything
But you refused, but you refused
You refused



Credits
Writer(s): Jenna Owens
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