Circle of a Lighting Flame

I wake up shaking in an obsession
A crush to put it in the game of lust and
When you roll into me with confidence
My eyes aren't open

I made you tired of me in your own house
My eyes start to see how it was meant to be
The guy who sleeps with me is
Just an obsession that makes me crazy

And I'm lonely too but that's more than just enough
You had my true love
and you began to unfold us
But you had it now

I can't give enough and I know I'm going to stay
Still lost in this maze
For three hundred million more days
So long away

We had everything
I had nothin that I could not do

I guess I always gave you years to change
I'll break my spell if you'd like to start again
I always wonder who's going to blame
Cause my love still burns like flame

And I guess I know how small I really am
And you're a strong boy
So you could change the rules of love
Then who's to blame?

Back to your heart boy as you're gonna let me know
Ride the domino
You'll go out fading then you're gone
Then who's to blame?

Know I'll always be
The woman who floats by your river

In the end, I knew you have always won
And your love is a shell that is in prison
Used to think that it's free in an island
All this hope is broken

Have you ever had the heart of every girl?
Did you treat them like
A bird trapped in a cage watching
A blank grey sky?

Maybe it's just me, but I just couldn't feel it
All the things I gave
An empty soul that's twisted hiding
In a dark cave

One day you'll wake up
In a circle of a lighting flame