Cold Hearted (Freestyle)

Alright let's think about something real quick, yeah

Keep lots of hope in my heart even on my toughest days
You say you love me act otherwise, fuck what you say
Fake people be acting all real every day and day
I don't like you, i don't care so why would i play?

I pray to God to keep me sane after this self war
After we done i wanna drip and drip it all dior
You served no purpose in my life like a tumour
Another chance? F no you ain't getting no more

You faked your love many times and that's a you problem
Although i kept you so you change to be a better you
You switched sides acting funny like a fucking meme
Now you all caught up in the drama ciao you fake friend

Shit went south i was down bad, i nearly lost myself
I thought of death and suicide just to end it all
I was so young left alone to reach the shelves
He ain't worth it he will lose, that's what they told themselves

I hate the fact that I'm caring
Generous and loving when i really should be wilding
And be stabbing y'all backs like they way y'all be doing
But I'm guessing I'm build so different like you suckers

Inflicting much pain when you claim that you love me
So glad i found myself after all what you did me
Shit my heart turn cold and you the one that I'm blaming
Now these feelings all gone, man it's turned all to hating

For what it's worth I'm mad at you because you died on me
You always told me no matter what you will ride with me
But left me solo overthinking it was strange to me
I turn cold, F you for what you did to me

Scarred with this pain, real shit they barely understand me
Even true love, fuck geez they don't even show me
Ain't no soul left in me, I'm only flesh and body
It's complicated all the time, i wish you here with me

Everything happens for a reason so i understand whatever happens
TS trench boy, really where i started trapping
Die sind laut, making noises but with my flow i keep them wrapping
I do me and what i want, ain't no one my fucking captain

From a home of broken dreams, i stay grinding for the wins
There ain't no better life, we ain't have behind the scenes
Parents doing great, treating us like kings and queens
So we can never lose, that will hurt they self esteem



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Writer(s): Jay Season
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