still_here

Said I'd stop and I'm still here
Let me stop right quick so I can see who all's real here
Shoutout H, shoutout my family, shoutout everybody who's been here
Shoutout X and shoutout S, 'cause now we're good so it's a big year

I'll be back when I'm ready, but for now, I need a break
I've been going for a while, I'm still talking with a snake
I ain't really saying nothing 'cause he want to catch me fake
I ain't giving none of them nothing, they want to catch me by the flank

If I get figurative, wait, y'all still going to understand
'Cause everybody for the future, but I'm more worried about what's in my hand
'Cause if I don't make the most out of it, then I feel like I should be in the stands
Instead of trying to get a crowd and a spotlight from the camera man

I wish I had your answers, I know you've been looking for a while but
I seen the patterns you've seen it too, it's getting better now 'cause
If I stayed with her, she would only be bringing me down but

Ain't really no hard feelings
I'm just doing my own thing, I hope she good, we all chilling wait
Honestly bro, I got to stay 10, 'cause we all trilling
I've been trying to be a hero, but now I think I got to be the villain
I've been trying to be a hero, but now she got to see my real feelings

I'm all evil, less spoken, more power
I'm a mannequin with invisibility, i'm all sour
I've been trying to be loved by her, but I can't really get it out of her
Just say those words I'm looking for, 'cause I know that you know how to

Just say it one time, and tell me if it feels right
If not then I'm going to be gone right there, that same night
And if you say that we forever, then you better do me right
I can't do it over again, no not another time