Twenty5

I'm twenty-five now, a quarter of my life down
I'm twenty-five now, feel I should've done more
I'm twenty-five and trying to change who I've become
I refuse to be a loser add some zeros to them funds
I'm twenty-five now, a quarter of my life down
I'm twenty-five now, I could always do more
I'm twenty-five and kind of hate who I've become
I refuse to live this shallow I need unrequited love

I'm twenty-five and feel alive... that's a lie
I'm twenty-five and serving steaks, I got no pride I hate this job
My motivations in the blender, brain is fried
He's such a lazy piece of shit
At least that's what they think inside
My loneliness is killing me like Britney Spears
Tears on a trail of solitude I need a mint idea
I be in my head creating problems all them shadows tall
Manure that I moved is port-a-potties in a sewer stall
Sew it all together
Make the fabric so they view it all
This quilt that I built through blood leaking out my cuticles
Give up on the music you think that you going erupt?
Fam is doubting that I make it but this platinum wont rust
That's why I got no trust
Cause the closest don't show love
I could sell a million records only then would they show up
So get the fuck out my face and don't tell me bout no nine to fives
If I die trying, well, at least I fucking tried

I'm twenty-five now, a quarter of my life down
I'm twenty-five now, feel I should've done more
I'm twenty-five and trying to change who I've become
I refuse to be a loser add some zeros to them funds
I'm twenty-five now, a quarter of my life down
I'm twenty-five now, I could always do more
I'm twenty-five and kind of hate who I've become
I refuse to live this shallow I need unrequited love

I'm twenty-five and feeling like a loser on the daily
I see people more successful but are they happy lately?
Probably not, they viewing life through someone else's lenses
They need to clean their glasses cause' they fucked up they vision
Success for me is living free from wages
Success for you is impressing your next door neighbors
I just want a cabin in the woods, next to rivers, hear the birds chirp
Waking up at five am and reaping what I sowed first
I got the imagery in mind and work until my nerves hurt
Tossing out the negative has made me hit a growth spurt
No matter how I'm feeling I keep goals in mind
While I'm playing on this field I won't get left behind
They try to tell me what to do and I won't give em time
Time is of the essence so essentially I make it mine
I'd rather be broke and try than settle for a little lesser
At least if that's the case then I ain't leaving on no stretcher, yeah

I'm twenty-five now, a quarter of my life down
I'm twenty-five now, feel I should've done more
I'm twenty-five and trying to change who I've become
I refuse to be a loser add some zeros to them funds
I'm twenty-five now, a quarter of my life down
I'm twenty-five now, I could always do more
I'm twenty-five and kind of hate who I've become
I refuse to live this shallow I need unrequited love