Different Me

Could it stay
Or was the war meant to be waged in my head
Are we so indecisive
We struggle through the things we've come to dread
And everything I've known so far
An illusion painted deep inside my head
And all the things I've pushed aside
Seem to come back as we approach the end

A different me is all I see
All I see
To come to terms with what impends
We try and we try but we both know how
Both know how
Our story will come to a bitter end

So could I ask for much
A second chance to be there
When it all just fades away
Or will I fall out of touch?
The ground is shaking
As we chase our numbered days
And everything we've known so far
Are illusions painted deep inside our heads
And all the things we pushed aside
Always come back as we approach the end

A different me is all I see
All I see
To come to terms with what impends
We try and we try but we both know how
Both know how
Our story will come to a bitter end

I never get a break
"Hope is dead" I don't believe that is the truth
Then I often ask myself will I believe
Or is there nothing I can do

A different me is all I see
All I see
To come to terms with what impends
We try and we try but we both know how
Both know how
Our story will come to a bitter end

A different me is what I see
As the walls start to cave in
We try and we try but we both know how
Our story will come to a bitter end
I'll never see you again