Anxiety//Shantina's Interlude
Anxiety tryna ruin my day
I'm doing fine it's so much I want to say
Keeping on putting a smile on my face
Pushing through just one of those days
Pretending like I'm okay I need a break
Memories take me under trying to replace
Thoughts heavy on my mind I can't escape
Outside I look just fine look at my face
I got demons I've been seeking
Took my problems on the chin
It get Lonely when you healing
I've been grieving since like ten
Gotta gift I gotta use it speaking life into this pen
My emotions weighing on me losing weight I can't pretend
I'm not okay
I don't want to talk can you go away
You don't know me
I just might cry if you hold me
Playing phony
Trying to let go of the old me
Only if you really knew when you saw me
Anxiety tryna ruin my day
I'm doing fine it's so much I want to say
Keeping on putting a smile on my face
Pushing through just one of those days
Don't call me crazy
Thoughts inside my head going least eighty
Miles per hour I can barely focus am lazy
Living on the edge my sanity saying don't make me
Patience running thin I ain't got time to be debating
Going through some things I can't talk about
You don't get it
Sometimes I need you to just shut the fuck up and listen
Overthinking just to end up right
My intuition never let me down making peace with my decisions
Can you hear me now
I'll never say won't make a sound
Smile on my face to hide the frown
Sometimes I'm up
Sometimes I'm down
Sometimes I'm lost and can't be found
World on my shoulders coming down
So heavy when I'm overwhelmed
It get scary when I'm by myself
Anxiety tryna ruin my day
I'm doing fine it's so much I want to say
Keeping on putting a smile on my face
Pushing through just one of those days
Guess I'm having one of those days I can't explain it
I ain't saying I'm okay and I'm trying to fake it
You just want to make it better for me
Put a smile on my face but I can't let you in
Cause I don't have the space
So what do you advise
When there's an issue that I can't identify
And I don't have the words to tell you not to stay
But don't go but whether till im back together
It's not fair
It's not fair
It's just where I am
Right now
I'm doing fine it's so much I want to say
Keeping on putting a smile on my face
Pushing through just one of those days
Pretending like I'm okay I need a break
Memories take me under trying to replace
Thoughts heavy on my mind I can't escape
Outside I look just fine look at my face
I got demons I've been seeking
Took my problems on the chin
It get Lonely when you healing
I've been grieving since like ten
Gotta gift I gotta use it speaking life into this pen
My emotions weighing on me losing weight I can't pretend
I'm not okay
I don't want to talk can you go away
You don't know me
I just might cry if you hold me
Playing phony
Trying to let go of the old me
Only if you really knew when you saw me
Anxiety tryna ruin my day
I'm doing fine it's so much I want to say
Keeping on putting a smile on my face
Pushing through just one of those days
Don't call me crazy
Thoughts inside my head going least eighty
Miles per hour I can barely focus am lazy
Living on the edge my sanity saying don't make me
Patience running thin I ain't got time to be debating
Going through some things I can't talk about
You don't get it
Sometimes I need you to just shut the fuck up and listen
Overthinking just to end up right
My intuition never let me down making peace with my decisions
Can you hear me now
I'll never say won't make a sound
Smile on my face to hide the frown
Sometimes I'm up
Sometimes I'm down
Sometimes I'm lost and can't be found
World on my shoulders coming down
So heavy when I'm overwhelmed
It get scary when I'm by myself
Anxiety tryna ruin my day
I'm doing fine it's so much I want to say
Keeping on putting a smile on my face
Pushing through just one of those days
Guess I'm having one of those days I can't explain it
I ain't saying I'm okay and I'm trying to fake it
You just want to make it better for me
Put a smile on my face but I can't let you in
Cause I don't have the space
So what do you advise
When there's an issue that I can't identify
And I don't have the words to tell you not to stay
But don't go but whether till im back together
It's not fair
It's not fair
It's just where I am
Right now
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Writer(s): Ashlee Bankz
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