Origins

If I could I'd take it all back
There's something wrong with my syntax
And you weren't even supposed to see that
If overweighted all the ways that you perceive me now
And everybody wanna rehash
Like we're living in a rehab
It wasn't even like that
But now I'll never live this down

And if the writing's on the wall
How could I see it if I'm falling on my sword

O it's the saddest soul
I'm overly focused on all of my flaws
And I've lost confidence in everyone
The thing I want most is the hardest to come
Everybody's got something to say
The sum of my pain is a price I can't pay
And I feel all alone
It's not that I don't love me
I just hate that you don't

You said you love but where you at
You don't call me, you don't text back
You can forget whatever we had
It's all over now
And everybody got a comeback
So cool with your funny act
But every joke I make, makes you mad
Why is everybody so freaking mad

And if the writing's on the wall
How could I see it if I'm lying on my sword

O it's the saddest soul
I'm overly focused on all of my flaws
And I've lost confidence in everyone
The thing I want most is the hardest to come
Everybody's got something to say
The sum of my pain is a price I can't pay
And I feel all alone
It's not that I don't love me
I just hate that you don't

I'm sorry, don't be so angry
I'm trying to be the best version of me
And I'm failing and robbed of my sense of belonging and now
I fear there's nothing left to save
That it would matter anyway
I guess the writing's on the wall

It's the saddest soul
I'm overly focused on all of my flaws
And I've lost confidence in everyone
The thing I want most is the hardest to come
Everybody's got something to say
The sum of my pain is a price I can't pay
And I feel all alone
It's not that I don't love me
I just hate that you don't
And you won't
It's not that I don't love me
I just hate that you don't
It's not that I don't love me
I just hate that nobody does
It's not that I don't love me
I just hate that they won't
It's not that I don't love me
I just hate everyone



Credits
Writer(s): Michael Boyd
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