So Called Life

Deep inside I'm broken broken
Am I living a lie am I living a lie
In my mind I'm hoping hoping
That things will be alright
This is my so called life

My life seen hardships and crisis
Tired of struggling lord knows I'm like this
Taught myself lessons never got assignments
Not about to preach cause I know I'm not righteous
The feeling that I got feel like I can't fight this
I lose fate I know I'm not the wisest
Bury my emotions I try to hide it
Thirty Seven now where the hell the time went
Looking at the pictures thought it be different
The seventeen me man he was on a mission
A lot of closed doors broken dreams it figures
The stench of failure man yeah it lingers
A lot of anxiety constant triggers
Been brought down listening to the zingers
Life's been blurry the picture couldn't see it
Gotta keep going strong it's the secret

Deep inside I'm broken broken
Am I living a lie am I living a lie
In my mind I'm hoping hoping
That things will be alright
This is my so called life

Haters wanna battle they've been whack
Everything you just done I did that
Make a wish Frishh bring tricks back
That's right in my life he made a big impact
I reminisce when the day drags shooting jump shots
Watching Space Jam say it with me now
You can say it slow yes Dan it's the radio
Rest in peace Ma because of you I win
And echo I can hear you echo every song I spin
And up above your showing love for grandpa Vin
She gave me raves you're never getting rid of him
Checkmate I'm thirty eight life's crazy
Something brewing in the oven
I'm loving my baby and that's the best news
I can't wait to hold you
Mom and dad will be right there
Anything you go through

Deep inside I'm broken broken
Am I living a lie am I living a lie
In my mind I'm hoping hoping
That things will be alright
This is my so called life

So called life I'm reminiscing
Younger days opportunities weren't given
I dig deeper the grim reaper I beat the man
To be the man you stay fly like Peter Pan
I took my hits man I'm done fighting now
I flipped the switch and I turned my life around
I'm not popping shit pops but you and me the opposite
I'll battle an apocalypse for you I got you kid Carlo

Deep inside I'm broken broken
Am I living a lie am I living a lie
In my mind I'm hoping hoping
That things will be alright
This is my so called life
Life life life life life life life life life



Credits
Writer(s): Michael Friscia
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