Thaw

How did you think that this would turn out
Did you think I'd never burn out
Now I drink until I'm blacked out
I'm fucking up and back down

And now I guess this is me
I'll thaw like the ground in the spring
I'll take the country air in deep
When my heart skips it's last beat
I'll make amends with everyone
For everything

Why do I catch myself when dreaming
I always think of leaving
But I am a coward so I stay here
Some day I'll get my head clear

And now there's no need to explain
I'll flip like the leaves before rain
I'll take the wind against my bare face
And prepare for nothing to change
I'll say sorry for the person I've been
And shoulder the blame

I'm so sick of hearing myself
In my head talking circles around
About how I'll be better some day
'Cause the truth is I'll never change
The bar can't be lowered again
And as sure as the river will end
I'm swallowed by the mouth of the sea
Of expectations I knew I'd never meet

And now I guess this is me
I'll thaw like the ground in the spring
I'll take the country air in deep
When my heart skips it's last beat
I'll make amends with everyone
I'll make amends with everyone
I'll make amends with everyone
For everything



Credits
Writer(s): David Jones
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