Mixed Emotions

I don't know why, but I feel like
I need to scream in my car
3 AM with the windows down

Sometimes, life's a breeze
Every last star aligns for me
And then they fade away, into darker days
Leavin' nothin' but heavy weight

I got mixed emotions every day, every day
Been livin' in slow motion, take it away, take it away
One second I'm fine, next second I'm dyin'
And I can't find a reason why
I'm up in the clouds then, find myself drownin'
In this ocean of mixed emotions

Silent battles, I unravel
Without sayin' a word
3 AM not a single sound

Sometimes, life's a breeze
Every last star aligns for me
And then they fade away, into darker days
Leavin' nothin' but heavy weight

I got mixed emotions every day, every day
Been livin' in slow motion, take it away, take it away
One second I'm fine, next second I'm dyin'
And I can't find a reason why
I'm up in the clouds then, find myself drownin'
In this ocean of mixed emotions

I'm numb and alive
In the darkness of light
So empty, then full of life
That's taken away
Calm turns into rage
Self-love into hate

I got mixed emotions every day, every day
Been livin' in slow motion, take it away, take it away
One second I'm fine, next second I'm dyin'
And I can't find a reason why
I'm up in the clouds then, find myself drownin'
In this ocean of mixed emotions



Credits
Writer(s): Emilia Renna
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