Note To Self

Its a note to myself I've been living in hell
Like infectious disease spread from the dark ones spell
Only one thing I can do and that is try to survive
Because you cant stand the fact that I am still alive
Looking back now its not hard to see
That the only thing causing strife cant even make me bleed
So just at the time when you think you've won
The tables have turned and my reign has just begun

My minds a prison shackles bars and chains
Caged up demons over filled with rage
Contemplate your thought out escape
You can never stop me you can never run away

I've been radiated devastated mental state became mutated
Living my life by the demons inside
This wicked thing is controlling my life
First I was the Jekyll but now I am the Hyde
Its a holocaust of thoughts its an ocean of lies
The evil thing inside my mind has no place to hide
The time has come and I know just what to do
I must rid myself of the devil that is you

Release me from this filthy cage
I am the one you're supposed to be
Turn away all that you can
You can never stop me you can never run away

Its a note to myself I've been living in hell
Like infectious disease spread from the dark ones spell
Only one thing I can do and that is try to survive
Because you cant stand the fact that I am still alive

My minds a prison shackles bars and chains
Caged up demons over filled with rage
Contemplate your thought out escape
You can never stop me you can never run away
Release me from this filthy cage
I am the one you're supposed to be
Turn away all that you can
You can never stop me you can never run away