THE DEEP END (Demo)
I hide my pain with these shades, and mask it in a wall of smoke
I've gone insane, think this blade here is my only hope
What will it take for me to save myself? I want out of this hole
When i awake I'm in a daze, I'm lost, i don't know where to go
Im battling these demons
Not a single soul can see it
Lately I've been keeping secrets
I wont let them see me bleedin'
Im battling these demons
Not a single soul can see it
Lately I've been keeping secrets
Wont let them see me bleedin'
It's been a bumpy couple years, I still haven't found my peace
I said "Let me wipe your tears, I'll never leave you to bleed"
Slowly all my greatest fears became a cold reality
Lost so much to get to here, you can't take nothing from me
I went back to hell, threw myself in the deep end
I know too well not to go back here
On my mistakes, i dwell, and my feelings deepen
I can never fix, due to my own fears
One night, I had to sell my soul to the demons
I cannot escape the things I hear
No one can ever tell, when I'm drained and weakened
Alone in this cage, been here for years
I look at the moon and hear "I know you can do better"
Nobody seems to notice that I put in all my effort
I never get attached, I know nothin' is forever
The weight, it broke my back, then i spiralled down in terror
Sometimes it's like I'm trapped, I wrote my feelings in this letter
I know I can't go back, I just wish I had done better
My life is just an act, but i cant pull it together
I show my pain, they laugh, I swap my emotions for pleasure
Smoking every day of the week, I'm lazy
Running from my fear is just my way
The pressure made me break mentally, I'm hazey
I got too much trauma in my brain
I don't know what to say, I bleed out lately
You don't see no emotion on my face
And i cant get away from the evil inside me
If I lose my grip, then I lose my way
They tell me "practice what you preach"
But they don't know how hard it is
My soul grows cold within the weeks
Girl you don't want a part in this
And i know we don't ever speak
But you're still in my heart lil bitch
Take a look inside of me
Ill show you where the darkness is
I'm battling these demons
Not a single soul can see it
Lately I've been keeping secrets
I wont let them see me bleedin'
I'm battling these demons
Not a single soul can see it
Lately I've been keeping secrets
Wont let them see me bleedin'
(Wont let them see me bleedin')
I've gone insane, think this blade here is my only hope
What will it take for me to save myself? I want out of this hole
When i awake I'm in a daze, I'm lost, i don't know where to go
Im battling these demons
Not a single soul can see it
Lately I've been keeping secrets
I wont let them see me bleedin'
Im battling these demons
Not a single soul can see it
Lately I've been keeping secrets
Wont let them see me bleedin'
It's been a bumpy couple years, I still haven't found my peace
I said "Let me wipe your tears, I'll never leave you to bleed"
Slowly all my greatest fears became a cold reality
Lost so much to get to here, you can't take nothing from me
I went back to hell, threw myself in the deep end
I know too well not to go back here
On my mistakes, i dwell, and my feelings deepen
I can never fix, due to my own fears
One night, I had to sell my soul to the demons
I cannot escape the things I hear
No one can ever tell, when I'm drained and weakened
Alone in this cage, been here for years
I look at the moon and hear "I know you can do better"
Nobody seems to notice that I put in all my effort
I never get attached, I know nothin' is forever
The weight, it broke my back, then i spiralled down in terror
Sometimes it's like I'm trapped, I wrote my feelings in this letter
I know I can't go back, I just wish I had done better
My life is just an act, but i cant pull it together
I show my pain, they laugh, I swap my emotions for pleasure
Smoking every day of the week, I'm lazy
Running from my fear is just my way
The pressure made me break mentally, I'm hazey
I got too much trauma in my brain
I don't know what to say, I bleed out lately
You don't see no emotion on my face
And i cant get away from the evil inside me
If I lose my grip, then I lose my way
They tell me "practice what you preach"
But they don't know how hard it is
My soul grows cold within the weeks
Girl you don't want a part in this
And i know we don't ever speak
But you're still in my heart lil bitch
Take a look inside of me
Ill show you where the darkness is
I'm battling these demons
Not a single soul can see it
Lately I've been keeping secrets
I wont let them see me bleedin'
I'm battling these demons
Not a single soul can see it
Lately I've been keeping secrets
Wont let them see me bleedin'
(Wont let them see me bleedin')
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