I Know

Hi, it's me, I know you weren't expecting company
But truthfully I need somebody
To vent to, cause I'm crumbling

And something seems, wrong
How do I keep going on?
It's the words inside the story
It's the lyrics in the song

Nevermind me,
And I'm sorry to be a burden
Up all night I toss and turn and
Wake in sweats it got me squirming, ugh

I'm just tryna find a purpose
New to life and I'm still learning
Now that I do not deserve it, yeah

But now I'm done blaming myself
It triggers my anxiety it's awful for my health
Got no help from you people now its everybody else
That I'm blaming and I'm aiming at I'll see your ass in hell

I'm a little bit mental but now don't you get too scared
I'm telling you my feelings cause I'm thinking that you'll care
But beware, once you fuck me over then I will not care
You'll be nothing to me but some dust in the air

All I ever wanted was somebody to talk to
But I don't got nobody so I can't if I want to
You ever feel like everyone is trying to stop you?
I know, I feel it too, now I think I'll be gone soon
I think I'll be gone soon
All I ever wanted was somebody to talk to
You need help? Well I'm here and I got you
But nobody else got me, so fuck you

I know how it feels to be lonely
And I, I know how it feels to be angry
I know that they wanna control me
And hold, me down, I know it all too well

I know how it feels to be lonely
And I, I know how it feels to be angry
I know that they wanna control me
And hold, me down, I know it all too well

I'll be back with another story
But I, just hope, that you don't ignore me
I know you don't wanna control me
But I just can't really ever let my guard down

I know how it feels to be lonely
I know how it feels to be dead
I know how it feels to be angry
I'll be using that in a song for my ex.

I know how it feels to be hungry
I know how it feels to love
I know you relate to the story
I know you relate to the story